Μοναξιά μου, αγαπημένη...

Seismos, seismos!
To niwsate? Mpa! Egw proswpika den katalava niede (wrong spelling??? ax ayti i glwssοmatheiα mou!) An den me pliroforousan merikoi-merikoi egw tha zousa akomi stin kosmara mou! Sampws k pou to pliroforithika allakse kati, anw! Den ine ayto to point mas!
Poio ine to point mas? Ela mou nte?
To point mas einai oti exw ksenerwsei me olous! Filous, gkomenous, prwin agapes… den xerw giati... Stin teliki niwthw pws ola k oloi ine kalpikoi! Eirwneia e? meta apo kairo vlepeis ta panta pio kathara… o kathe anthrwpos k o golgothas tou! Oloi perimenoun ton allo gia na ginei to swsivio tou… k egw edw na sineiditopoiw pws kanis den mporei na mou dwsei ayto pou thelw… k to pio tragiko stin oli fasi ine oti den xerw ti akrivws thelw… o egwismos se olo tou to megaleio… oloi ma oloi eimaste egwistes… panta ta skiptra krata to diko mas egw, me ipsisti apaitisi na ikanopoiountai ta dika mas thelw… opoios to arnithei ayto amesws xaraktirizete ws lathos epilogi. Den iparxoun pia erwtes, aisthimata, arxes, idanika, ola thisiazontai sto vwmo tou proswpikou simferontos k tis ipotithemenis prospatheias mas gia eytixia k epiviwsi. Stin pragmatikotita ayto pou simvenei ine na prospathoume na kerdisoume ton kosmo simfwna me tis dikes mas prodiagrafes k aloimono se opoion epixeirisi na ipervei tous kanonismous pou toso prosextika exoume thesei.

Ws apotelesma analiskomaste se anousia pragmata k xtizoume monoi mas siga siga ti xrisi filaki mas, pou toso ipomonetika mas perimenei…
Diavaza proxtes ena arthro pou elege oti enas plousios epixeirimatias ksodeuse se ligotero apo 5 wres 210.000 dolaria se pota, se politeles club. to Crystal an den kanw lathos.
Skeftite poso kairo merikoi anthrwpoi, simperilamvanomenis k tis grafousas, xreiazontai gia na mazepsoun tosa lefta! Ala pes ayto den ine toso tragiko. Skeftite posa paidia tha mporousan na zisoun me ayta ta lefta, pou o kathe anegkefalos ksodeuei me tosi eykolia se anousia katanalwsima pragmata. Pleon, mas noiazei I diki mas parti k kanenas allos. Eksalou den ftaime emis an exoume lefta. Den ftaime an kanoume dio doulies gia na exoume arketa kala lefta. Ftainei aytoi k i moira tous. Ftaiei to peprwmeno, I adiaforia tous k I tempelia tous.
Skeftomoun pws tosoi anthrwpoi ston kosmo pethenoun dioti den exoun ta lefta gia mia egxeirisi pou isws na itan swtiria gia ti zwi tous. Skeftite oti enas giatros k mia kliniki me megali eukolia tha afine ton allo na pethanei sto katwfli tis klinikis, an den eixe to poligamimeno xrima na agorasi tis ipiresies pou tha tou eswzan tin zwi.
Proswpika exw kourastei. Dipsw gia apomonwsi. Na min vlepw k na min akouw kanena. Egw k I fisi. To xerete oti ta teleytaia xronia oi mones stigmes pou eniwsa eleytheri itan dioti antikrisa ena topio pou me taxideuse k afine tin psixi mou eleytheri na oneireytei. Ton teleytaio kairo mono I fisi mou prosferei ikanopoiisi, toulaxiston psixiki.
Anw to point ine pws isws kapoies fores I monaksia na ine o kaliteros filos. Sou dinei xrono na skefteis, na anazitisis, na psaksis, na vreis k sto telos na litrwtheis…

MEΣΑ ΣΤΟ ΧΡΟΝΟ...

ΑΠΛΩΣΕ ΤΟ ΧΕΡΙ, ΑΓΓΙΞΕ Τ΄ΑΣΤΕΡΙ,
ΚΑΝΕ ΜΙΑ ΕΥΧΗ, ΑΥΤΟΣ ΝΑ ΑΝΑΣΤΗΘΕΙ,
ΕΝΑ ΒΛΕΜΜΑ, ΜΙΑ ΜΑΤΙΑ
ΜΙΑ ΣΚΕΨΗ, ΜΙΑ ΦΩΝΗ
ΕΙΜΑΙ ΕΔΩ, ΕΙΜΑΙ ΠΑΝΤΟΥ
ΜΙΑ ΣΚΙΑ ΕΝΟΣ ΧΟΡΟΥ
ΑΔΕΡΦΙ ΜΟΥ ΓΛΥΚΟ
ΑΓΓΙΞΕ ΤΟΝ ΟΥΡΑΝΟ
ΔΕΣ ΤΟ ΦΩΣ Τ΄ΑΛΗΘΙΝΟ
ΣΥΝΟΔΕΥΣΕ ΜΕ ΩΣ ΕΚΕΙ
ΠΟΥ ΔΕΝ ΜΠΡΟΡΕΙ ΝΑ ΠΑΕΙ Ο ΝΟΥΣ
ΕΓΩ ΕΔΩ, ΕΣΥ ΕΚΕΙ
ΕΣΥ ΕΔΩ, ΕΓΩ ΕΚΕΙ
ΠΡΕΠΕΙ ΝΑ ΒΡΟΥΜΕ ΤΗΝ ΚΛΩΣΤΗ
ΠΟΥ ΣΤΟ ΑΓΝΩΣΤΟ ΜΑΣ ΟΔΗΓΕΙ
ΝΑ ΓΙΝΩ ΟΔΗΓΟΣ, ΝΑ ΓΙΝΕΙΣ ΤΑΞΙΔΙΩΤΗΣ
ΚΑΙ ΜΕΣΑ ΣΕ ΜΠΑΛΑ ΜΑΓΙΚΗ
ΝΑ ΜΗΝ ΥΠΑΡΧΕΙ ΤΕΛΟΣ Η’ ΑΡΧΗ
ΘΑ ΠΕΡΙΜΕΝΩ ΝΑ ΣΕ ΔΩ
ΜΕΣΑ ΣΤΟ ΧΡΟΝΟ ΘΑ ΣΕ ΒΡΩ

Before You

By William Arthur Ward

Before you speak, listen.
Before you write, think.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you criticize, wait.
Before you pray, forgive.
Before you quit, try.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.

pragmatika aporw an iparxoun anthrwpoi pou exoyn kataferei na elegksoyn ton opoio egwismo toys diakatexei...
obviously den ime mia apo aytoys, dioti oso pernaei o kairos siniditopoiw pws oso k na pisteuw pws kanw aytokritiki k prospathw na veltiwnomai, otan me dw mesa apo ta matia twn allwn (to pws me vlepoun dld oi girw mou) omologw pws dinw entelws tin antitheti eikona.
apo tin alli mou pernaei apo to mialo oti dinw megaliteri simasia sta dika mou thelw, stis dikes moy anagkes k epithimies. enoeitai oti tha voithisw kapoion pou zita ti voitheia mou. egw milw gia pio perierges katastasis. nomizw oti ftiaxnw senaria me to mialo mou k thelw na ilipoioyntai kata gramma. an kapoios prospathisi na paraviasei tis entoles pou iposinidita stelnw tote ginete martiras mias oxi k toso eygenikis simperiforas. iparxoun polla atoma pou axizoun tin apologia mou, alla den tha tin dwsw dioti ime akoma sta arxika stadia tis siniditopoiisis. eksallou oi praksis prepei na milisoun edw k oxi oi skepsis...

p.s. xerw oti polloi sokarontai me ta tosa proswpika stoixeia k skepsis anaferontai edw mesa. mou to exoun pei allwste. apla na pliroforisw tous periergous oti osa grafontai edw mesa ine epidi thelw na eipwthoun. pragmata pou den goustarw na matheytoun den mathenontai. apo tin alli ime tis apopsis pws an niwthis kapws eite to peis eite oxi den exei simasia. simasia exi na ise eytixismenos, siniditopoiimenos, oloklirwmemos ktl kai oxi na to paizis.
p.x. otan xwrizei kapoios, i pleiopsifia to pezei iperanw k arxizei na katigori to prwin etero tis imisi, k diadidei deksia k aristera oti ine kala k eytixws pou eginan etsi ta pragmata. egw den anikw se ayti tin katigoria. ama ponw ponaw k den me noiazei poios tha to mathei. tha poun mana mou tin kaimeni? as poun oti goustaroun! makari na ime egw kala k oti vreksi as katevasei. to na ipokrinomai den mou prosdidei kamia aksia!

epidi aytes oi meres den ine oi kaliteres mou, oxi epidi antimetwpizw kapoio idiaitero provlima alla epidi etsi tha skasw dioti exw arxisei na ginomai kourastiki, k kapws vareti.

ta filia mou!

p.s. ouf! prepei na agorasw dwro gia ta genethlia tis nikoletas! kamia prwtotipi idea????
p.s.2: lete na isxiei to rito i kali mera apo to prwi fenete? ksipnaw na paw doulia, eixa argisei kiolas k opws vgenw apo to parking dinw mia sto deksi kathreftaki k to spaw! eleos! anw den me polienoiakse k lew ti sta kommatia k feugw! erxomai doulia, kanw to frape mou, arxizw na kapnizw mpenei i mariam k mou leei! eixa ena mikro atixima! ela na deis paw k ti vlepw???? olokliro to pisw giali na exi ginei thripsala! pws to epathes tis lew? piga na kanw pisini, mou leei, k edwsa stin proeksixi tis skalas! arxisame na to katharizoume, kopika se dio tria simia, gdarthika se alla, k twra ayti trexei sto mixaniko! to kalo ine oti egine cabrio k exei dwrean klimatistiko!!!! hahahah eleossssssssss!
edw apla na tonisw pws den ftaine oi ginekes gia to kako odigima alla oi kakes sigkiries! k min akousw kouventa! apo ti mia ftaige o toixos (se mena) kai apo tin alli i skala (se aytin)! toso aplo! :)
igeia panw apo ola! k kali kardia! den tha xalasoume k tin zaxarenia mas gia gialiou spasimo!